Friday, June 26, 2009
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5:23 PM
Ever since this whole thing began, you and I drifted apart.
Well, I won’t really call it drifting apart because
we still chat and sms but not as often as we use to
your short and long hours of replying me makes me upset and think twice
whenever you are cold or i am piss off with you.. i thought i have got over you
but it is not.... is not that easily as i thought is was...... ._.
It’s just that... This hurt I’ve been carrying has... I don’t know. It ate me, I guess.
I know that I’m not as bright and happy as before but one smile can fool everyone.
I am just not the same as before.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
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7:15 PM
GOSHHH ! i am really number 1 when it comes to laziness
i got a couple of things to blog few weeks ago but i kept pushing it
by thinking.. "I'm so tired i shall just blog tml than" which end up repeating
and delay till so long.. marvelous sia
things i wanna blog
- 15 min cafe
- streetfest
- wallflower shoot
- trip to hospital
- clubbing day
- MY KOREAN IDOLS !!!!!
i wish to learn korea badlyy !!! but it will be no use here
cos no one will be speaking korean to me and it might be a waste of
money if i learn the lesson =____=
went to my school cafe 15 mins to try out their food
when we were back at school
didnt order the main course as we already arrange to eat at mac
with the rest.. so just order side order
i ordered fries while jason order something like tuna bread ?
the waitress working there are quite cute looking LOLS
On Saturday went to streetfest
i want to ketow to myself man LOL
i set my handphone alarm at 12pm so i can reach there at 2pm
end up i woke up at like 4 plus ? i rush down by cab and reach at 5 plus =_=
didnt want to bring my dslr there but hearing that REIKUKU WILL BE THERE
it doesn't matter anymore ~~~~~~~~ <333>
took some photos.. i still cannot shake off this shy feeling to approach
other cosplayers for their photos loh =___= damn jialat D:
took some photos ~~
ahh.. wallflower shoot was fun
but i didn't give my best here so was feeling bad about it
nevertheless shoot till dark turn dark and went to cafe cartel
for late dinner.. loving their cross fries there xD
took the last train home and wait with roy for cab
when i got home i got a shock
saw my grandma lying on the toilet floor
my mum told me she actually fell down and fracture her legs
sent her to hospital and visited her the next day
LOL ! i bought my toy cat out to take pictures !!
and i almost got lost while i went off alone to look for the vending machine
damn dots loh.. i walk pass my grandma ward till overshot and almost lost =o=
ate dinner with my family.. fianlly bought this noodle thingy from this jap
store that i been eyeing for very long
is not bad.. but portion is too small >_<
took this picture in the hospital
remind me of the scene in the ghost show coming soon
i saw it from the trailer where the lights all go off 1 by 1 D:
lols my mum behind mr cat and my bro beside
so cute sia mr cat 8DDD
LOLOL. damn random post again
i also donno why would i wanna blog about this =_=
maybe seeing the lack of update make me wanna blog
my lips is bleeding again......... shit
Sunday, June 21, 2009
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11:38 PM
why izzit when i am alone and when no one is looking
i start to think about you
about our past and the times we spent together
listening to emo songs and their lyrics doesn't help me much
i realize song lyrics really does tells my story out well
i must really be a fool for still silently liking you and hurting at the same time
though my mind and mouth told me to stop all this
my stubborn heart just won't listen to me at all
I need a little more help than a little bit
maybe i should be an actress
Monday, June 15, 2009
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1:31 AM
New collection of mozzie bites on my legs T__T
WAILL ! at this rate i think i gonna have phobia of botanic garden
hahahaha ! but at least the bites i counted is LESS THAN 10 ! OMG
improve so much sia ! i guess cos my blood yesterday is dead hahahaah
anyway.. kinda disappointed in myself on sun shoot
i wasn't really giving my best shot and didn't try to get motivated
because of some news i receive due in school ! tamade !!!
somehow seeing other pro photogs seems to bring my confident down LOL
seeing those nice nice lens, set ups and technique ways of taking pictures
i feel like gosh.. standing beside them taking photos i feel so small and noob
but i think i am still a noob =_____= OMG ! MUST IMPROVE !!!!!! ROARRR
i feel like getting alot of things nowadays but money is stopping me =__=
ohhh moneyy ~ update pictures later.. i need to go to mount Elizabeth hospotal
Saturday, June 13, 2009
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3:57 PM
knn.... my left tooth hurts so much again till i got no mood to eat
someone should just slap me from eating ices
arghhhhhhhh ! i think that is the cause what it keep hurting after i bite ices
T________T
Thursday, June 11, 2009
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12:51 PM
FUCKING CB !!!! I FUCKING SAW A DAMN CHIO BAG
AND THE FUCKING PRIZE IS 299 FOR THE SMALL SIZE AND
399 FOR THE BIG ONE !! WAHH NABEI ! HOW TO GET THE MONEY SIA !!!
IT IS SERIOUSLY DAMN FUCKING CHIO LOH !!!
I DUN CARE OF PEOPLE SAY ITS KIDDISH BUT I THINK
COLORFUL AND KIDDISH BAGS SUITS ME AHHAHAAA
I CANNOT STOP MOLESTING THE BAG THE MOMENT I STEP IN E SHOP !!!
THE MATERIAL SO SMOOTH SOMEMORE AND THE ZIPPER IS NICE
WAHLAO EH ! I GONNA START SAVING LIAO
I HOPE IS NOT LIMITED EDITION OR IT SELL FAST SIA I WILL CRY !
SO MUCH FOR WANTING A NEW LENS LOH
BUT I THINK SAVE FOR THE BAG IS MUCH EASIER THAN THE LENS
COS IS WAY CHEAPER THAN THE LENS. HAHHAHA !!!
wahlao eh.... sibei chio leh ! too bad cannot take pic
cos not allow but i will find it on the website !!!
DIE LAH... i still want my SUBCREW SLIVER AND GOLD BAG LOH
even though look plain but i simply love silver n gold bag. ahah not those
ahlian or aunty type one hor please is those designer and stylish type
ahahaha i realize i got fetish for shoes and bags and alot of other random things
T___________T money pls drop from the sky !!
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3:10 AM
Zzz i think my bodyclock is really screw up
i been living like an owl lately
sleeping in the day and staying awake in the night =_=
something needs to be done in order to stop this horrible sleeping habits
i think even my mum gives up on nagging at me but she still nag
wed is the 1st time i ever woke up being scolded =_=
next time i will not help other people in their surprises anymore >_>
receive a hate sms from jan and a call from mich early afternoon
waa.. and i was still in a sleeping mode so whenever i got woke up harshly
i will be in a bad mood or grumpy
IT WASNT ON PURPOSE that i didn't warn them of their surprise
both of them TOLD me not to tell anything to the other party
i zip my mouth & went the trouble to find out the address
the only prob is i forgotten about what mich is gonna do
i always been quite forgetful and having STM when i am very tired
they make me feel like i do it on purpose and ruin both their surprise
i really got no comments on it.. is like wtf ??!! zzz.... =/
am sensitive person so that make me in a not so good mood the whole day
i feel like seeing a dentist suddenly my left tooth hurts when i woke up
i wonder whats wrong with it D:
wondering if i shld go clubbing at PLAY tonight
baby feels like going but i am not feeling very well at the moment
and has no money for the drinks and entry free D:
i think even if i went inside i wont feel high also
i think i will feel tired instead and sleep inside with music playing =_=
that will feel like SHITTTTTTTT man.. lolols
anyway i got to get out of the house now
eating dinner outside.. woots ! ciaos
Monday, June 8, 2009
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6:19 PM
My day was spent at home rotting my life away as usual
i seriously think i will be much happier if i coma on my bed
so that when i wake up i won't feel so lifeless and bored
been listening to Vitas - Lucia Di Lammermoorr lately
verse intro me the MV and i am hook to this song !!
this guy is GIFTED man.. with a voice like that oh gosh
if only i can hit half of the pitch that he hit i will be so happy
my brother thought the voice is sang by a women... ahhhaha
but whoever heard his voice will also think is by a women lahh
check this out man
totally love the MV and the violin parts !! esp with the beats
on a side note.. i don't know when and why
but we have been drifting away slowly if u did notice
i know things have change between us but
will it kill you to sms me ? or ask me out for dinner ?
whenever i ask you out you will not be free cos you are with that someone
it frustrates me how it seems like you can just brush away my pain
like nothing has happen or that easily
you can even act so indifferently in front of me when u KNEW how i feel
i felt like a fool, upset and angry when i saw that
but there is nothing i can do cant i ?
you don't even reply me as much n often as u do online too
i felt really tired about this
i tried so hard to give up and to forget but things like this make me upset
i really wish i can be away from you and take my mind off
everyone that i know or close to is busy too..
i just have to spend my days alone and by myself
why do people leave ? my life felt so lonely right now
where is everyone ?
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6:11 PM
I am so bored once again
i should really go and find a job soon -_- but i am fussy
and i cant do retail jobs for nuts
i think haven a week i sure get fired from it cos my math is so bad D:
anyway last week hang out with verse, candy, reila and kaoru
i am getting sort of sick of bugis lols
well mainly cos my school is located at there but than
its near my house luh so time traveling i am alright with it
ate dinner and went arcade with them
seriously the game "Beatmania IIDX" they play is so interesting haha
i remember i use to chiong arcade games with chong in the past
but now i go arcade like v sian liao
maybe i just dun want to spend money on it or there is no game
that caught my attention D:
guess what i always do when i wait for them to finish ?
yah i camwhore HAHAHAHA !!!! and its always at the racing area there
i think the seats there damn shiok to sit while waiting luh. LOLS
and very luckily everytime i go over to sit no one will come
and disturb and suddenly want to play car games LOL !! XD
taken with my phone front camera
quality is only VGA that explains the grainy image
ohhh i think i look cool here HAHAHA !!!!!
when i got sick of sitting there waiting i go over and
disturb them.. hahahahahah !!! just like this
i think i look better without spects
so many people told me that also zzzzzzzzzz
but without my spects i am super blind and handicap =__=
and i dare not wear contact lens as i have this habit of rubbing my eyes
damn sian one leh.. i wanna wear T____T
those are taken at iluma arcade HAHAHAH !! YAH
i boliao go sit the mario kart racing seats again HAHAHA!!!
i am sooooo bored
i should go sleep now
this is a stupid and bored post i know
cus i got nothing better to do.. zzzzz
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6:10 PM
My body clock is officially screw sia..
and i am sleeping at this time
GOSH LAH !! got school also sleep around tis timing
due to school projects and deadlines
BUT HOLIDAY I SLEEP AT THIS TIMING ! SHIT MAN !
I DUN WANT MAN !!!!!! T____T die leee....
i dunwan to remain and stuck at this habit
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6:10 PM
I wonder if I'm happy today,
Will you miss me when I'm away ?
The feeling that I can't explain
why I can't leave behind my love at the time you went away
instead, I'm always waiting for you to come back
I hope something will snap me back to reality
it is times like this i wish i can be much stronger
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6:09 PM
I just watched finish Kuroshitsuji yesterday ~ one of my fave anime EVER !! lols
there is not a single person i hate inside the anime
okie.. even if i did hate but i bet they are still SO HOTT !! LOLS like ash san ~
but...but.. I DUN LIKE THE ENDING T___T
why end so fast ! and they didnt show the circus people in the manga =(
anyhowwwww ~ I DECIDED TO COSPLAY FINNY ~~ hahaha !
random i know. but i always wanted to cos ciel
but after watching the anime.. i think finny suits me more
kudos to verse for pointing that out to me also =___=
but than.. i donno if i can pull off as him >_<
there is 2 version that i wanted to cos
1st one is this. kinda formal no ? but i like it. haha innocent ~
the other one is what he normally wear in his gardener clothes
that day i pass by a shop selling straw hats i got this impulse to go and buy it nor
=___= damn diao i know. ahhahaha
and.. I GOT A NEW FOUND LOVE FOR MAYLENE ~~~
esp after she took off her spects ~ OMGGGGGGGG
INSTANT RUBU ALL AROUND ME. HAHAHA
CHIOOO LOHHH !!! LOL
k la.. i admit i like those v unexpected characters. lols
very si wen bai lei type. ahah
dun wan say so much incase i spoiler for whoever that read this
and... GRELL FREAKING CRACK ME UP ! HAHAHAHA
he freaking sexy lahhhhhhh. lols. damn lololol everytime he appears on screen
i comfirm laugh at his fanboying over sebby ~ lols.
lalala ~ need find more research on finny ~ hopefully i can
do a good job on him ba.. damn scary XD
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6:08 PM
I finally have time to blog !! BECAUSE MY HOLIDAY IS HERE AT LAST !!!
omfg how long has it been that i never touch blogger at all
ok i promise to blog abt my bday.. zzz.. is like the end of april liao
and my bday is like the start of april. hahaha
this proof how busy i was with my school work.
my birthday this year was a short but yet many celebrations held on in 1 week
hahaha. due to school work piling and assignments clashes
i dun have the time to plan and what to do for my 21st
its a bit sad lah that i cant make it like a big event
cos it is my 21st bday but still i am happy that
my friends are still willing to celebrated with me
3rd april celebrated with verse and gang. haa.
met up with them & the 1st thing they did is to pass me my present already and
make me carry it with words facing to everybody. i dun mind lah.
but the words they wrote is damn LOL and embarrassing xD
we settle on MOF xD 1st time eating at there and the food was not bad
thanks for the treat for my meal during dinner guys. didn't expect that at all cos
i wanted to treat everyone but than i didn't bring out enough cash >_<
went to sit at the romantic place near esplanade where they prepare the cakes
and verse made me wear the kuku party glasses to
pick the candles out with my teeth LOL !
Belows are all the pictures. i think this is like the 1st time
i type so many words and posted so many pictures on my blog =_=
seldom will i post so many pictures in here. hur
4th april. actual day.
slept like a pig till around 6 plus woke up got ready to meet justin n e rest
for another celebration. ate pizza hut for dinner. got treated again 8D
after which went to xz house and they bake me homemade cupcakes
and pass me my presents. its not v grand but i appreciate the thought =)
went to meet bb and ah gong at cine to watch late night movie
i regret ordering milkshake when i already ordered mudpie
all so creamy and i give up drinking the milkshake in e end =___=
2 days in a row i stay out late
and my mother nag at me as usual.. sigh... on e day i turn 21..
i thot i can gain freedom.. but i still got nag at.. sigh.. watever
my family celebrated for me a week later due to my busy school work
at vivo city for dinner.. we got a wonderful view of the sea and
my daddy paid for the dinner ~~ wooooo ~
To: verse,reila,candy,kaoru,yukino,yumi,jes,kzF,tris
REALLY THANKS FOR THE PRESENTS AND TIME that u take
to celebrate my bday for me i am really happy on that day and it was heartwarming =)
To:justin,xz,joanna,TS,
thanks for the presents and homemade cupcakes too !! i ate it all
it was really yummy considering it was your 1st time xD 9 years and counting
To:lopezs,mich,luiyi
haha i see u guys like almost everyday and u 3 are the most zai lah
bring me to my fave shop and straight away bought me my present on e spot. LOL
thank you
thanks to my other friends who sent me many bday sms and on facebook
ahhah. they wont see it here but still wanna type here. lols.
even though my 21st bday this year was a simple affair
compare to the rest of the people who turn 21 to make it a very BIG affair
i think is it the company and friends that count
many have ask me why i dun wan open chalet or hotel to celebrate
i did thought of but i am not really a party person
it kinda sucks if u do not know more than half the people in the room
how to open up and have fun o__O if your guest is sitting alone and being left out >_<
i think i rather have like small circle or good friends
together and making a fool out of ourselves doing stupid stuff and laughing crazily.
ahhaha. thats what i think luh i donno.
but okie.. i am sleepy thats why i am toking cock
haha. dun care. maybe next year i make it a big affair ><
THE SPOIL BRAT
Name:MaOo / Shouji
Age:19
Sex: Androgynous
Is A Slacker
A Very Lazy Person
Daydreamer
Irritanting Person
Trying To Be A Good Singer
A Pervert/Hentai
An Idiot
Have A Spilt Personality
Love Sweets Stuff
- LOVES -
My Family & All My Friends
Photography/Art/Design/
Daydream/Shopping/Staring/
Painting/Spraying/Eating/
Sleep/Music/Melody/JROCK/Fashion
Etc, Etc, Etc
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- MY WISHLIST -
Get all JROCK/VISUAL KEL stuff !
SLIM DOWN !!!!
GO Japan/Hong Kong/Taiwan/Korean
Travel All Around The World
GAIN FREEDOM FROM PARENTS !
Learn Guitar(BASS)/Piano/Drums/Violin
Get a Bass & Eletrical Guitar
Be a Good Successful Designer & Photographer
Have My Own Room
Professional Camara With PRO Lens
Have lots of MONEY !!!
Be A RICH ASS In Future !!!
Have A Car Licence
Have Many Many New Clothes !!
OWN DOLLFIES !!
For Verse Han To Love Eeyor
I HAVE TOO MANY to list out
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>MaOo & Kino<
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